HyunSoung Kim

Depression - Black and White



Posted: Sunday, September 25, 2011

by HyunSoung Kim
hyunsoung's blog about life as a foreigner

Gray, better say black. I believe everyone knows what these colours represent. Decay, lets say death. Sure, black can be beautiful put into a different context, and in a different life. But as the world is shaping, turning, it seems like it isn't just a ball that is rotating in an inkless space, but it seems like there is an invisible opening that gradually pours darkness on the "innocent" ball.

Worse news is that, it isn't just colouring the skin of the ball, but ' that the ink is being split inside of it. Worse news is that it isn't just spilling inside of it, but colouring the sources of life, sources that run day and night just so that this ball keeps rotating.

On top of that, we look like we enjoy the taste of black oil. We suck it in, we feel it, we live it. But we don't realize, that sooner or later, it starts to live as us, like a new beginning, where the beginning isn't pure red anymore, where it isn't warm anymore.

Instead of expressing warmness, we pollute the air, we pollute unfortunately not only with fume. We pour blackness on top of already weak colours.

Every moment seems like eternity, and every breath feels like waste. The window seems barely open, the wall seems too high for the light.

Even if we know the way out, it seems like the fog is too thick. We are looking for hundred hands to help us up, while a hundred hands are keeping us down. 
HyunSoung Kim is just an other ordinary person in this world who believes that thinking outside of the box is not enough, but that we should think further than that, the picture we get can be simpler than we ever imagined, in the end, all truths are simple.

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» left by Maxine Headd
225 days 21 hours ago.
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You have it right

» left by HyunSoung Kim 222 days 2 hours ago.
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Glad you think so Maxine :)
» left by Jennifer Stewart
222 days 1 hour ago.
152 fans.
You are such a poetic writer, HyunSoung, you've really captured the feeling of depression with depth.
» left by HyunSoung Kim 221 days 21 hours ago.
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Thank you Jennifer, i felt that depression is a pretty serious issue today.
» left by Jennifer Stewart
219 days 3 hours ago.
152 fans.
It is, I agree with you. I want to apologize for not writing an article about it, because I feel just as strongly as you do. I'm finding it hard to be a member of different groups, because obviously the group with the most points is higher up on the front page and gets more readers, so being in two groups means you're competing against yourself. I haven't quite figured out what to do about this!
» left by HyunSoung Kim 219 days ago.
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No problem Jennifer, no problem. Maybe you should just publish articles for the sake of writing it, or just post it according to the topic, if it lends more on the others group title post it there, if it fits more for self improvement post it here :)
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